and since when i see such a girly Rui En?!
Sunday, November 20, 2011
Dramatasy event at Nex~
Rui En promoting her upcoming shows, 正义武官 Code of Honour and 最火搭档2 Unriddle2! woots!!
and since when i see such a girly Rui En?!
Ho'oponopono - Heal ourselves before healing others
and since when i see such a girly Rui En?!
Saturday, November 19, 2011
heeee... im blogging about my happpppppy stuff!
p.s yc: not what u think lar~ i wish! haa...
we happened to know about en filming in this very big and beautiful house (e biggest ive seen so far) was when we had to shoot a film for our new tech module. georgie, the one in pink contacted her cousin, in blue to ask for permission to shoot in her house as our story requires a house of rich man. i was clueless until georgie told me about our shooting location will be the same as Unriddle2's. i screamed with excitement... heee... they filmed for 4 days there but we could only make it on the last day, better than nothing...
on that day, i was peeping at en when they filmed just outside the house at the chill swimming pool area and was waiting for en to see me... was wondering aloud if she still rems me. then during her break, i walked near her and pretended to be commenting on the crew's lighting set up with my friends (we did learn useful stuff from mdc). she then walked past me and when we exchanged glances, she smiled so sweetly at me and said hi! i only managed to say hello.... haaaa..
after the filming, at 11ish pm, we requested (actually me only but all joined in) to take photo. initially en sat beside me but she asked the others along so i got separated from her :( i commented its the same shirt again (seen her in this tee many times after shoots or events). she then said 'it's such a coicidence to see u here'!!!!!! (means she recognises me!) i then asked her how's 正义武官 (looking forward to this show! debuts 5th dec) and she just replied 'very tiring...' (as usual, her short short replies)
sad face :(
of coz im not shuang to take group pic so i requested for en to take an individual one with me. and although it already seems that she recognises me, i still shamelessly asked her if she happens to recognise me and she said yes :P
i always try to act as calm and less crazy in front of en.. but i just cant keep my hype and anticipation when i see her... haaa... and stupid me forget to bring my dslr, cant get better quality pics... :/
Ho'oponopono - Heal ourselves before healing others
Friday, November 18, 2011
人心，是否有那么的可怕？
⋯ 一个再好的人也会因为所周遭的事物变得可怕？
they said something like, 'doubt everything, until that which cannot be doubted is left.'
so even when that person didnt mean it, u will still doubt her first before clarifying. and when u jump into it, that's it...
things start to turn scary when u gossip behind her back and look total normal in front... i got the goosebump when i first heard abt her grudge for that friend she hangs out so often with.
she told me how much she accumulated within her and let it out when a particular incident happened. that's very unhealthy...
i'm scared... i become afraid of making mistakes... i feel uncomfortable sometimes... the people whom i think are nice can be scary. then i reflect on myself, i can be scary at times too, in terms of what we are thinking inside ourselves.
再好的人也有坏的一面？我不希望是真的。
i want to battle this demon inside me... coz i want to be true to myself...
Ho'oponopono - Heal ourselves before healing others
they said something like, 'doubt everything, until that which cannot be doubted is left.'
so even when that person didnt mean it, u will still doubt her first before clarifying. and when u jump into it, that's it...
things start to turn scary when u gossip behind her back and look total normal in front... i got the goosebump when i first heard abt her grudge for that friend she hangs out so often with.
she told me how much she accumulated within her and let it out when a particular incident happened. that's very unhealthy...
i'm scared... i become afraid of making mistakes... i feel uncomfortable sometimes... the people whom i think are nice can be scary. then i reflect on myself, i can be scary at times too, in terms of what we are thinking inside ourselves.
再好的人也有坏的一面？我不希望是真的。
i want to battle this demon inside me... coz i want to be true to myself...
Ho'oponopono - Heal ourselves before healing others
Sunday, October 23, 2011
girls just love to daydream...
... at least it proves that im a girl... heh... my heart doesnt throb but it smiles on the things he says or does...
it all happened when meng and he pyschoed me to dp this 16mm module shoot when i once told em i aspire to be a dp. each at one side, they trapped me in betw and started to psycho me to take up e role. i unwillingly agreed, telling them im not there yet to have a big crew under me...
1. he msged me that he and meng will be coming to school on our free day to help me out on the preparation of the shoot. got to know more abt the light meter and e lights.. they threw me into this but didnt abandon me..
2. when meng said i was slow, he defended by saying im not. hee... (and im really not lo, just that this friend v. demanding)
3. e proj was v. last min as e previous director backed out and another senior took over. when my supervisor scolded me coz i didnt reserve equipments early, he patted on my shoulder and said '不要骂她啦，她要哭了’. (he exaggerated... ha.. and after that i was smiling... hee)
4. when we were abt to wrap, he randomly sang some chi love song and looked into my eyes. i felt awkward and looked away, saying he's crazy... (暗爽？a bit lar... haaa)
5. after cleaning and packing up, we were discussing abt where to eat. they started saying seafood and all and i purposely gave a sad face (act cute)... then some noticed and said zhiwei cannot eat. then he went towards me and comforted me ‘那边有很多好吃的... (then surprised me)... 你坐我的车，我带你！’ (there were 3 other drivers... when we got to the cars, i opened his front seat door, then e other gals fought for the front seats and the others filled behind... dont want it to be obvious, i sat in meng's car instead, anyway plenty of chances lar~ ha)
6. 10 of us were eating when he suddenly told me, 'zhi wei check ur phone'. then my frenz were asking was it supposed to be a private thing... i gave a weird look and asked what was it and he said it's sth useful. i checked and told him i didnt receive it. he said it was a mms on nd filter chart thing and complained waste his 50cents. ha... (when i got home i received e sms that says go to singtel website to open e mms but nth came out. i then asked him to whatsapp me)
meng kept teasing that im a les and im still not ready yet to prove to him im not by telling him i like his buddy... ha... let nature takes its course ;)
Ho'oponopono - Heal ourselves before healing others
it all happened when meng and he pyschoed me to dp this 16mm module shoot when i once told em i aspire to be a dp. each at one side, they trapped me in betw and started to psycho me to take up e role. i unwillingly agreed, telling them im not there yet to have a big crew under me...
1. he msged me that he and meng will be coming to school on our free day to help me out on the preparation of the shoot. got to know more abt the light meter and e lights.. they threw me into this but didnt abandon me..
2. when meng said i was slow, he defended by saying im not. hee... (and im really not lo, just that this friend v. demanding)
3. e proj was v. last min as e previous director backed out and another senior took over. when my supervisor scolded me coz i didnt reserve equipments early, he patted on my shoulder and said '不要骂她啦，她要哭了’. (he exaggerated... ha.. and after that i was smiling... hee)
4. when we were abt to wrap, he randomly sang some chi love song and looked into my eyes. i felt awkward and looked away, saying he's crazy... (暗爽？a bit lar... haaa)
5. after cleaning and packing up, we were discussing abt where to eat. they started saying seafood and all and i purposely gave a sad face (act cute)... then some noticed and said zhiwei cannot eat. then he went towards me and comforted me ‘那边有很多好吃的... (then surprised me)... 你坐我的车，我带你！’ (there were 3 other drivers... when we got to the cars, i opened his front seat door, then e other gals fought for the front seats and the others filled behind... dont want it to be obvious, i sat in meng's car instead, anyway plenty of chances lar~ ha)
6. 10 of us were eating when he suddenly told me, 'zhi wei check ur phone'. then my frenz were asking was it supposed to be a private thing... i gave a weird look and asked what was it and he said it's sth useful. i checked and told him i didnt receive it. he said it was a mms on nd filter chart thing and complained waste his 50cents. ha... (when i got home i received e sms that says go to singtel website to open e mms but nth came out. i then asked him to whatsapp me)
meng kept teasing that im a les and im still not ready yet to prove to him im not by telling him i like his buddy... ha... let nature takes its course ;)
Ho'oponopono - Heal ourselves before healing others
Thursday, October 6, 2011
a simple hand shake...
i remember getting hand shakes from friends when we are having exams, wishing each other good luck. this time, hand shakes from film buds...
im gonna mention names for the first time... ha
i dp-ed (director of photog) for my friend, siya's directing shoot ytd. im glad im given this chance by siya to see how much i can do. in e morning, we collected equipment from the store and load them to our asst director, georgina's car (much appreciation to her as she tried to get the car for the shoot). the other groups are also around preparing for their individual shoots. after we have packed the stuff, i sat beside georgie in her car and closed the door. and as we were about to drive off, one of e bros, meng, suddenly opened the car door and extended his hand to me. i was taken aback by his sudden action and received his hand shake, touched and grateful. shyan was beside him and meng gestured to him to shake my hand.. shyan, said no and told him to close the door. i was upset for a while until i realised he was acting. he closed and opened the door again and shook my hand.
i was v. nervous for the first directing shoot, even though it's a directing module and im not the director and the highlight is the performance. the simple hand shake somehow gave me a little confidence and definitely made my day to know that i have these supportive friends around me.
Ho'oponopono - Heal ourselves before healing others
im gonna mention names for the first time... ha
i dp-ed (director of photog) for my friend, siya's directing shoot ytd. im glad im given this chance by siya to see how much i can do. in e morning, we collected equipment from the store and load them to our asst director, georgina's car (much appreciation to her as she tried to get the car for the shoot). the other groups are also around preparing for their individual shoots. after we have packed the stuff, i sat beside georgie in her car and closed the door. and as we were about to drive off, one of e bros, meng, suddenly opened the car door and extended his hand to me. i was taken aback by his sudden action and received his hand shake, touched and grateful. shyan was beside him and meng gestured to him to shake my hand.. shyan, said no and told him to close the door. i was upset for a while until i realised he was acting. he closed and opened the door again and shook my hand.
i was v. nervous for the first directing shoot, even though it's a directing module and im not the director and the highlight is the performance. the simple hand shake somehow gave me a little confidence and definitely made my day to know that i have these supportive friends around me.
Ho'oponopono - Heal ourselves before healing others
Monday, September 26, 2011
brudderrr...
I guess I'm often seen as a brother by these fellow classmates who can talk about very sensitive and explicit issues to me without thinking im actually a lady and i usually just laugh it off.
One always hit me at the arms, knock hard onto me, like what guys usually do.
The other is very open when he talks to me, can even direct vulgarities at me, yet is the most brotherly one, who always find opportunities for me.
Last one, whom ive set my eyes on treats me more like lady and likes to call out to me just to tell or perform silly things to entertain me.
In return, i always slap them hard at their arms... do it like a dude??
Ho'oponopono - Heal ourselves before healing others
One always hit me at the arms, knock hard onto me, like what guys usually do.
The other is very open when he talks to me, can even direct vulgarities at me, yet is the most brotherly one, who always find opportunities for me.
Last one, whom ive set my eyes on treats me more like lady and likes to call out to me just to tell or perform silly things to entertain me.
In return, i always slap them hard at their arms... do it like a dude??
Ho'oponopono - Heal ourselves before healing others
Friday, September 23, 2011
antidote please!
it's only a wk that's he's absent from school for a film workshop, in fact only a few days, ive started to think about him...
when im wondering if he will be in school this morning for a lesson when his workshop is in the afternoon, i saw him in his car leaving with another friend. i purposely walked towards his direction but act as if i didnt see him. what's next, he surprised me by winding his car window down just to shout out 'zhiwei!'. i waved and felt so gd :P
in documentary class, i grouped with 2 seniors. this guy senior randomly asked if i like any guys in my batch. the other senior cut in to say, shyan lo. i looked at her, shocked. then she saw my expression and told me it's a wild guess! i was speechless, and that's how these 2 seniors got to know abt my secret that non of my close film frenz know. :/
Ho'oponopono - Heal ourselves before healing others
when im wondering if he will be in school this morning for a lesson when his workshop is in the afternoon, i saw him in his car leaving with another friend. i purposely walked towards his direction but act as if i didnt see him. what's next, he surprised me by winding his car window down just to shout out 'zhiwei!'. i waved and felt so gd :P
in documentary class, i grouped with 2 seniors. this guy senior randomly asked if i like any guys in my batch. the other senior cut in to say, shyan lo. i looked at her, shocked. then she saw my expression and told me it's a wild guess! i was speechless, and that's how these 2 seniors got to know abt my secret that non of my close film frenz know. :/
Ho'oponopono - Heal ourselves before healing others
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