Sunday, July 31, 2011

that's her.

It happened at the press conference when Zhang Yao Dong mentioned there was a rape scene with ah en, and some insinuations here and there. And this is how ah en reacted...

On “Rape and Lies”, by Rui En.

My stance against doing rape and kissing scenes has not wavered. Not even when I was told to my face that I would never have a career due to having such conditions.
I will never agree to doing rape scene. Period.
Which is why I was surprised but felt it was not entirely unexpected that Zhang Yao Dong told reporters that he did a rape scene with me.
The scene he was referring to is a fight scene with him trying to force drugs down the blind character’s throat. While unconscious, he stroked my hair and face. That is the extent of anything remotely resembling a rape scene.
I strongly believe that abusing women should never be considered trivial, much less be made use of to create news or scandals of any sort.
Though I understand how some artistes require the need to create headlines to stay relevant, there is no necessity to twist facts around in order to provide the press with inaccurate juicy headlines.
Though I will not judge anyone and simply chose to do things differently. I draw the line when individuals sensationalize insinuations to draw attention to themselves at the expense of someone else’s integrity.


I watched Good Morning Sg and the host as expected, asked zhang yao dong abt the misunderstanding with ah en. he admitted he was confused by how he should described the scene and said it was a rape scene. and he said at the press conference, when being asked by the reporters if he managed to touch en's lips, he said watch and u will know, he shall not disclose further (i guess the way he put it made e reporters think there's something more to it).

Ive read I weekly and the interviewer asked elvin on how close he is with ah en. he said few years ago when they werent as close, prob on their 1st or 2nd show, when he asked en for her no. she gave a weird stare and said '为什么问?'. and the interviewer asked so until now(6 years already), have you got her no.? he said '还是没有,哈哈哈'.

Hmm, there are people who are more sensitive about his or her integrity and might be easily offended. Call them highly sensitive people, they are just trying to protect themselves, their integrity. Kind of weird person... ha

Ho'oponopono - Heal ourselves before healing others

Friday, July 29, 2011

anyone anyone :P

i feel like doing something crazy, prob not exactly crazy but fun~ haaa
just wondering if anyone would like to join ;)

the location is at muar, malaysia though.

探班 与 拍摄
Ho'oponopono - Heal ourselves before healing others

Monday, July 25, 2011

你听到我在跟你说话吗?







































我问你可以吗,你的嘴是封住的。
我不确定你同意不同意,一而再,再而三地问,希望你能开口。
你开口了,说我很烦,说这个问题还要问吗,问了几次了。
我说我记得几年前问过,但事过境迁,我以为现在会有一些希望。
你说不说话我应该猜到答案了。
我说,你不说我怎么会知道。

不管我问的是什么,我只希望你能跟我说话。
尽管你觉得我应该猜到的,我还是希望你能跟我说话。

很多事情,你选择沉默。
很多事情,我不是从你口中得知,而是从传话人口中得知。
即使同在一个屋檐下,我们的距离似乎好远。

我只想多跟你说说话。


Ho'oponopono - Heal ourselves before healing others

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Dreams...

where will i go
what shall i settle for
how much capacity i have
who can i depend on
when shall i start

i really duno the answers. i really wish i know.
i have set no aims for i know aims are transient,
but i can dream for dreams might come true.

my adm store supervisor is someone whom i look up to. though he complains a lot, he forgets them very quickly. most importantly, he may look like a typical uncle, in fact he has a world of knowledge.
graduated from lasalle,
did freelance,
shoot big events in mediacorp,
ventured into hk film industry shoot tvb dramas,
learnt steadicam from its inventor in america.

他对我说, "走!不要留在新加坡。能走就走!”
他说得多爽快,多潇洒啊,他也做到了。

能认识这个导师是我的荣幸,他教了我不少东西,也将会教我更多东西。感激。

i hope one day i will find out the 4W1H in life.
a rice bowl or a fiery fire.


Ho'oponopono - Heal ourselves before healing others

Monday, July 11, 2011

我是个糊涂虫~

能不能对我的要求低一点呢?若伤了谁的心,真是对不起!


Ho'oponopono - Heal ourselves before healing others

u are not a loner in a marathon

initially was quite sian when i got to run alone but its true that its difficult to find friends who have the same pace as you when u are running competitively.

felt even lonelier when i missed the 15km wave and being among the 10km wave.. i had lagged 15mins behind my wave (though it wouldnt affect my timing with the timing chip attached on our bib).

chiong until i saw ppl of my wave, and happier when i saw the 9km mark, im halfway through! i kept chanting to myself 'laggi sikit' (a little bit more). duno why i said in malay. it's not to say a little more to the end point but to push myself to increase my pace a little more when i slowed down.

2 encounters with fellow runners, a guy ran beside me and said 'good' with a thumbs up sign and took over. further up around 12km, i ran aside an old indian man, i smiled at him and he was very friendly and said hello, how are you. i told him that he is good. he said this is his first marathon and it's 15km. such strong mental and physical power! thereafter i ran ahead... *reminds me when climbing mount rinjani when we exchange sincere words of encouragement with climbers from all over the world, i love that vibe!

and there were volunteers who were really nice. there was this little boy, prob lower sec, poured 100 plus and distributed to the runners, asking 'would you like a cup of 100 plus?'. i really appreciated his service, smiled and said 'thank you very much'. and there were some other volunteers who cheered us on, their encouragement can be really important. to me, a reminder 'you are near halfway there already, jiayou!' can make me more motivated.

towards the end, at the last 1km, i was really excited and dashed to the finishing point. that feeling was great~

i was not alone through the race... ;)


Ho'oponopono - Heal ourselves before healing others

Friday, July 8, 2011

busy busy busier...

more things to do after coming back from Rinjani...

3 sources of income:
1. work study in school (2/3 times a wk, day)
2. data entry in mediacorp library (2 times a wk, day)
3. tuition (4 times a wk, night)

1. work study in school is better than data entry... at least i get to move around, carrying stuff here and there... the best part is dont have to wake up so early and timing is flexible.

2. working in mediacorp library is also flexible lar, can choose any 2 or 3 days to go work. 2 days a wk is killing me already... but at least... can watch exclusive vids that are extinct!
had watched extreme gourmet, a 2004/5 reality show.... cant believe that en is so so so bold to bite onto... supposed-to-be-cute-yet-disgusting stuff... :( another show is glam!, interviewed en and joanne peh also in 2005 i think.
and i prob can have a preview of en's new show (heard my colleague mentioning the tape of this show over the phone), guess the tapes will be catalogued for viewing soon! :P

3. took up a tuition assignment at clementi... 4 days a wk! prob will request to cut it down to 3 days if not my weekdays nights - burnt.

next up 2 shoots,
one is a surreal, experimental film, and im gonna be the grip, do e sai kangs one...
the other one is a promotional film on aids. a big project, and im chosen as cam assist again~ so honoured to be picked by my zai eye candy who is cam operator :P value up~ hee

not forgetting the 3 or 4 marathons that's coming up!

have been constantly nourishing myself in many areas, life has been treating me well so far.


Ho'oponopono - Heal ourselves before healing others

Sunday, July 3, 2011

Adventures at Mount Rinjani!


day 1, on the plane, so many mountains. is that the one we will be climbing?

first night, our trip guide bahar explained to us the 3 days climb and hike.

yummy coconut rolls served after dinner (yati told me its called 'dadar gulung')

relax at happy cafe bar before embarking on the long and tedious trek the next 3 days.

live band is my fav.!

lamps at the garden of our homestay.

day 2, the first day of climbing begins...

families come here to trek too?

the trekking begins...

across the fields, including this burnt field...

stopped for lunch! yummy mega sandwich! first time munching on 4 loaves of bread.

stop to take in the mesmerising scenery~~~

prof gan with our odac trip leader jinhao~

the clouds are floating just beside us...

at our base camp, starry starry night and milky way! thanks to trip leader for his tripod! (fellow trekker pointed out the milky way, ive no idea though and just researched and i guess it is!) -- http://www.google.com.sg/search?q=milky+way&hl=en&biw=1280&bih=597&prmd=ivnsu&tbm=isch&tbo=u&source=univ&sa=X&ei=DEUQTue3N8rVrQeLwZCIBA&sqi=2&ved=0CEgQsAQ

day 3, second day of climbing, summit push! woke up at 2am to start at 3am! but it is worth it, to catch the sunrise! ;)

should have bought hiking sticks.... it makes the climb less difficult. the gravel terrain is disgusting! take a step and slide a step down...

beautiful as seen from the summit! :P

at the edge of the summit~

another sister mountain~ hee

'im on the top of the world, looking down on creation...' not exactly though... until ive conquered mount everest...

fellow mount rinjani summit conqueror from thailand.

his friend reached and see the smile on his face!

this lil boy cried at a distance away from the summit. prob coz of the chill, or the terrain.

his father carried him up step by step, every step thrice as difficult.

this is the mountain that became dormant... it was still spilling lava 2 years back! cheat my feelings :(

pretty green on the mountains~

left our first base camp for the crater lake camp site~ went to an amazing hot spring in the middle of the wild that chilly night!

day 4, third day of trekking, the waterfall trek... before recovering from the summit push, we went on for a 10 hrs trek (up and down, sandy and rocky terrains) and due to 3 casualties, our 10 hrs trek seems forever... had to postponed part of the trek to tmr...

day 5, on our way to the waterfall!

traditional kampung man.

diving pose??

bad composition... pathetic view of waterfall...

e guys are really high...

an unusual trek in the tunnel where the water from the waterfall flows through...

its the yummy mie sedap for lunch again! slurp~~~


over here, i would really love to credit the local porters who have done so much for us. cooking, washing, serving, pitching tent, transporting stores... i was really overwhelmed by their service as usually we are the ones doing all these during camps.

cooking our fav. mie sedap!~

we always have banana for breakfast, banana pancake, crepe~

i like the light falling on his face... hee

these are the 2 porters whom im more familiar with and had interacted with coz they are the few who can speak a lil english.


Harim who pulled me up the summit when im totally exhausted... and nope, its neither jh (to angie) nor ck (to yc and sis)!

Budin who hops around like a kid. haaaa.. and indeed, he is only 20! @@

last but not the least, our guide, Bahar who has brought us around from our homestay to mount rinjani, did all the liaising and stuff.

a fellow trekker mentioned that the porters seem to love what they are doing. i do feel so until yati pointed out to me that i have always wanted to experience kampung life when these lowly paid people yearn to be in the city.

time to say goodbye to our dearest porters and guide... i really miss them. continue on day 5, moving off from the outskirts to our homestay~~~

yati identified that this is bean plantation. dont u tink its so cool to nap in the hut amidst the greens!

on our way back, we stopped at the place where they called the monkey forest.

fellow trekker pointed out that this one here looks like the king of the monkeys! haaaa... the monkey god!

cute lil indonesian gal at a provision shop.

had foot reflexology with some fellow trekkers. shiok to end my night with massaged feet~!

day 6, packed our day pack from homestay and took a ferry to the gili islands! snorkelling!

pretty night view~ love the composition.

the restaurants and resorts at this island are really awesome!!! many unique innovations!

get a lil romantic by the beach!

wonder if this is another mie sedap for dinner? haaa..

day 7, bye to pretty gili islands! have breakfast by the beach~ relax sua~

at the harbour of lombok. the workers are probably transporting stores to and fro gili islands and the lombok town.
entered a provision shop and requested to enter their house which is behind their shop. it seems like a secret garden in there! the man is making photo frames to be sold in their shop.

shy lil gal who was overwhelmed by the exposure and cried after a few snaps...

her sister looks shy too... what a pretty lil gal.

granny looks tensed when taking photo.

another shy gal with painted pink nails.

selling balloons along the street! so colourful!

had our dinner from a street stall. and i think its mie sedap again @@ mee goreng on the menu always turns out to be mie sedap :/

sang K at a cafe! it opens till 12am but our prof proposed to sing until 2am and the workers agreed~ @@ was too tired plus the oldies sang by prof made me KO at around 1am... slipped into a slumber on the chair in the chilly night...

prof really loves to sing! he was still singing even when we arrived back at our homestay at near 2am.

day 8, lunch at Cafe Lombi, managed by a swiss who also manages the homestay we are staying. his love story was extraordinary! the swiss was once a bag-packer who travels around and at one time came to lombok and met his current wife. it was love at first sight and he decided to stay in this small town and earn a living by investing in homestays and this Cafe Lombi.

tomato mozzarella sandwich!

brownie dessert!

another shy cutie!

prof gan just aint enough of singing... on the last day before we go~

hello singapore night! i miss u :P


Ho'oponopono - Heal ourselves before healing others