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love taking pics of mum sewing...

before rain... natural sunlight... 

After the rain... a beautiful rainbow!

 The sewing continues... light from the table bulb...

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~圆缘圈~

缘，妙不可言。

Im so glad that ive got this opportunity to attend 2 awesome camps, one in Jakatar and the other in Singapore. These are the first 2 times at camps that i can eat so freely.

圆缘。

I guess it's an affinity that i'm able to attend the lessons and make nice friends. It's all God's lovely plan.

I've learnt a lot from the speakers of these 2 camps, they come from different backgrounds, from a 20 yr old taiwanese who studies in Jakatar to a 40 yr old monk with an engineering degree. The wholesome wisdom they acquire is simply too amazing....... and being able to integrate into the mundane world is not easy.

And what's similar of most camps is the call time of 5, 6am! Over there, Ive trained myself to 赖床 not more than 15 mins... Not too bad, hope i can apply it anywhere..... :/

Sadhu Sadhu Sadhu (Rejoice)!

p.s. so in love with this song!!!! ---------->

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The Warblers?!

do do do do  do lu do do do do.... do.....

totally awesome!!

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Dramatasy event at Nex~

Rui En promoting her upcoming shows, 正义武官 Code of Honour and 最火搭档2 Unriddle2! woots!!
and since when i see such a girly Rui En?!

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heeee... im blogging about my happpppppy stuff!

p.s yc: not what u think lar~ i wish! haa...

we happened to know about en filming in this very big and beautiful house (e biggest ive seen so far) was when we had to shoot a film for our new tech module. georgie, the one in pink contacted her cousin, in blue to ask for permission to shoot in her house as our story requires a house of rich man. i was clueless until georgie told me about our shooting location will be the same as Unriddle2's. i screamed with excitement... heee... they filmed for 4 days there but we could only make it on the last day, better than nothing...

on that day, i was peeping at en when they filmed just outside the house at the chill swimming pool area and was waiting for en to see me... was wondering aloud if she still rems me. then during her break, i walked near her and pretended to be commenting on the crew's lighting set up with my friends (we did learn useful stuff from mdc). she then walked past me and when we exchanged glances, she smiled so sweetly at me and said hi! i only managed to say hello.... haaaa..  

after the filming, at 11ish pm, we requested (actually me only but all joined in) to take photo. initially en sat beside me but she asked the others along so i got separated from her :( i commented its the same shirt again (seen her in this tee many times after shoots or events). she then said 'it's such a coicidence to see u here'!!!!!! (means she recognises me!) i then asked her how's 正义武官 (looking forward to this show! debuts 5th dec) and she just replied 'very tiring...' (as usual, her short short replies)

sad face :(

of coz im not shuang to take group pic so i requested for en to take an individual one with me. and although it already seems that she recognises me, i still shamelessly asked her if she happens to recognise me and she said yes :P

and as usual, she leaves in a hurry... always the first to rush off for anything... she then said sorry and explained there's something on early in the morning for her... so i see her drive her toyota celica (which i always see at e carpark of her block when im on my way to tutee's house) off, and waving bye to xiang yun who is still in the house with us...

i always try to act as calm and less crazy in front of en.. but i just cant keep my hype and anticipation when i see her... haaa... and stupid me forget to bring my dslr, cant get better quality pics... :/

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人心，是否有那么的可怕？

⋯ 一个再好的人也会因为所周遭的事物变得可怕？

they said something like, 'doubt everything, until that which cannot be doubted is left.'
so even when that person didnt mean it, u will still doubt her first before clarifying. and when u jump into it, that's it...
things start to turn scary when u gossip behind her back and look total normal in front... i got the goosebump when i first heard abt her grudge for that friend she hangs out so often with.
she told me how much she accumulated within her and let it out when a particular incident happened. that's very unhealthy...
i'm scared... i become afraid of making mistakes... i feel uncomfortable sometimes... the people whom i think are nice can be scary. then i reflect on myself, i can be scary at times too, in terms of what we are thinking inside ourselves.
再好的人也有坏的一面？我不希望是真的。
i want to battle this demon inside me... coz i want to be true to myself...

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girls just love to daydream...

... at least it proves that im a girl... heh... my heart doesnt throb but it smiles on the things he says or does...

it all happened when meng and he pyschoed me to dp this 16mm module shoot when i once told em i aspire to be a dp. each at one side, they trapped me in betw and started to psycho me to take up e role. i unwillingly agreed, telling them im not there yet to have a big crew under me...

1. he msged me that he and meng will be coming to school on our free day to help me out on the preparation of the shoot. got to know more abt the light meter and e lights.. they threw me into this but didnt abandon me..

2. when meng said i was slow, he defended by saying im not. hee... (and im really not lo, just that this friend v. demanding)

3. e proj was v. last min as e previous director backed out and another senior took over. when my supervisor scolded me coz i didnt reserve equipments early, he patted on my shoulder and said '不要骂她啦，她要哭了’. (he exaggerated... ha.. and after that i was smiling... hee)

4. when we were abt to wrap, he randomly sang some chi love song and looked into my eyes. i felt awkward and looked away, saying he's crazy... (暗爽？a bit lar... haaa)

5. after cleaning and packing up, we were discussing abt where to eat. they started saying seafood and all and i purposely gave a sad face (act cute)... then some noticed and said zhiwei cannot eat. then he went towards me and comforted me ‘那边有很多好吃的... (then surprised me)... 你坐我的车，我带你！’ (there were 3 other drivers... when we got to the cars, i opened his front seat door, then e other gals fought for the front seats and the others filled behind... dont want it to be obvious, i sat in meng's car instead, anyway plenty of chances lar~ ha)

6. 10 of us were eating when he suddenly told me, 'zhi wei check ur phone'. then my frenz were asking was it supposed to be a private thing... i gave a weird look and asked what was it and he said it's sth useful. i checked and told him i didnt receive it. he said it was a mms on nd filter chart thing and complained waste his 50cents. ha... (when i got home i received e sms that says go to singtel website to open e mms but nth came out. i then asked him to whatsapp me)

meng kept teasing that im a les and im still not ready yet to prove to him im not by telling him i like his buddy... ha... let nature takes its course ;)

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