love, a stong word that can make one cry.

i was touched by my friends today. i felt loved when 2 friends cried for me over an issue. a long story during lesson which i shall not elaborate.

the aftermath:
one of my friends was discussing about it with other friends around and she said im like a '小绵羊' (we called each other lost sheep coz we are always quite blur) and said i might get bullied. then i saw her tears in her eyes. i chua tio and i asked her if she's gonna cry but she denied.

Another friend who was more antsy complained about the senior who caused this unhappiness (though i dont think he was at fault at all and he got his point). she said she had tried her best to argue with him and kept complaining about him all the way until we were in the bus. she suddenly broke down and cried, saying that she felt sad for me. she has all along been so strong and confident and suddenly became so weak and vulnerable.

i was so touched by them and the last time a friend (jiayin) cried for me was in sec 3, when i wasnt selected into the goh contingent. it was definitely an awkward yet lovely moment. but of coz this shouldnt be an expectation.

i had cried for friends and family before and when i did, i felt assured of my love, that i still care and not be desensitise to what my loved ones have experienced, for their experiences are my experiences.

Ho'oponopono - Heal ourselves before healing others